The question of the day

A Good Woman Feeling Bad
by Maya Angelou

The blues may be the life you've led
Or midnight hours in
An empty bed. But persecuting
Blues I've known
Could stalk
Like tigers, break like bone,

Pend like rope in
A gallows tree,
Make me curse
My pedigree,

Bitterness thick on
A rankling tongue,
A psalm to love that's
Left unsung,

Rivers heading north
But ending South,
Funeral music
In a going-home mouth.

All riddles are blues,
And all blues are sad,
And I'm only mentioning
Some of the blues I've had.

************* And now, the question of the day **************

My luck with guys is no good. The ones I like and want are just like "eh" toward me and the ones I don't want are all "Heeeeey, what's uuuuuuuup?"

When you meet someone, one of two things happens: A) you're attracted to them right away 

or B) after talking to them for a while, you're attracted to them.

I met a guy at a restaurant a few weeks ago and neither of those things happened, yet I told him he could call me. I guess I felt lonely and since nobody ever flirts with me or hits on me, I thought, "why not?" I did not go out with him, though. 

Then, I met a guy in class and both A and B happened AND he asked me out. So I thought, "Yay!"

But that seems to have fizzled out as fast as it happened and it upsets me because I was so excited. "Yay, someone I like finally likes me back." or so I thought.

I don't know what I did wrong. I didn't ask for any type of commitment and I don't think I'm being clingy, I'm just being me. I know I'm not much to look at, but I have developed a good personality, I think. Doesn't that count for something?

I know I'm not  the only girl with this problem. I don't think it's the girls, it's gotta be the guys.  

please watch this video about Dustin Hoffman talking about all the experiences he has missed with women because he's been brainwashed

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