all aboard the Night Train

I don't do the drugs, but I'm feeling restless lately.

At first I thought it was because I didn't take a trip this year for my birthday like I have done the last ten years, but I was in school, something I wanted to do. So, why do I feel this way? My age? I don't think so. I've come to terms with that. Most people my age are off running companies and have kids and shit, but I know I don't want to do that, so it doesn't bother me anymore.

I was watching a movie the other night (Take Me Home Tonight) and it really drove a thought in my head:

It's like I feel almost homesick, but not to visit my family, all though I love them so hard. I feel homesick for an adventure. I'm bored. I've not gone this long without doing something fun and new or going somewhere new for a long time. 

I don't think money is going to be an issue to solve this.  I'm sometimes able to find money in unexpected places, like how I find free food. What can I say, I'm creative at foraging. I should be, I've had to do that for a while.

The other day at work (blah) I told my co-worker, Vania, that I was feeling this way. I said, "I feel like I just need to yell at somebody from a moving car or get in a fight or dance on a table or flash my boobs or, I don't know....SOMETHING!" She laughed at me and said I should go to a club and go dancing.

I've got four more weeks of school then we get a summer break for three, so if anyone has any suggestions for a wild time, please let me know ASAP! Vicki is dying!

this is what 41 looks like